[his hands are shaking pretty bad. he's anxious, excited, frustrated; he shudders when Tek moves like that, the feeling in his hands spreading everywhere else. it's not that he's weakening, no--it's that he's going to a very bad place to get what he wants from the both of them.
he just wants to stop thinking (thinking about how he'd be so fucking smug, how she'd be so disgusted with him). it all just makes it worse. it was fine a second ago, what's his problem?]
Hah, fuck...
[so he stops. breathe in. his smirk spreads thin across his face, his head dips and bumps into Tek's shoulder.
he's so fucking perfect right now. he can't stand it. breathe out.
slow at first, he mouths at his neck again. he tongues wet trails over his skin and feels his breath. once he bites at the shape of his throat with such firm control that he must be resisting something much worse.
his other hand slides to the other hip and he pulls Tek into him, scrapes a foot up on the wall to give him something to work against... not that he's waiting, already grinding up against him for friction. he doesn't bother masking the wanting, impatient groan.
his hands are steady, now. he's sinking into something he likes again.]
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he just wants to stop thinking (thinking about how he'd be so fucking smug, how she'd be so disgusted with him). it all just makes it worse. it was fine a second ago, what's his problem?]
Hah, fuck...
[so he stops. breathe in. his smirk spreads thin across his face, his head dips and bumps into Tek's shoulder.
he's so fucking perfect right now. he can't stand it. breathe out.
slow at first, he mouths at his neck again. he tongues wet trails over his skin and feels his breath. once he bites at the shape of his throat with such firm control that he must be resisting something much worse.
his other hand slides to the other hip and he pulls Tek into him, scrapes a foot up on the wall to give him something to work against... not that he's waiting, already grinding up against him for friction. he doesn't bother masking the wanting, impatient groan.
his hands are steady, now. he's sinking into something he likes again.]